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deep emotion blog pause

It’s time for a break here on the deep soul searching blog of a would be king. Every time I sit down to blog I have an unsettled feeling and I would prefer, at least for now to write privately. When I have happy news to say I’ll let ya know. Otherwise…for my eyes only.

I guess for now I can let you know that I started on Monday back at my old job that I quit back in March to pursue my own business ventures. Business was slowing up and I heard that a full time position was available. I jumped and am happy to be back at 10x Marketing working full time.

Business now has picked up in December and we’ve had several $300-$400 dollar days. It never fails to surprise me. We’re up in sales from last year at this time and the business is moving right along. Spring should be even better.

I’m registered for my last semester of my undergrad and look forward to finishing that up. I’ll then dive into grad school prep.

I’m still prepping for my races. I started a half marathon training plan on Dec. 1 and I’ve stuck to it thus far. It feels good.

That’s the good stuffs. I hope it whets your appetite more than all my dismal posts about how hard life is… ;o) Life really is good. So many friends, so many opportunities, and so much hope. I love it!

Thanks peeps.

Ryan

how exquisite was my pain

I feel ripped apart, torn in seven and run over with a semi just to make sure that there’s no more possible way I could hurt any more. I guess that means I’m human, yeah? Cuz, that’s what we feel as such, right? I’m glad to know that I’m human. My, how it stings. My, how it burns. Well, at least I can say that I loved.

A Runnin’ Foo

So, it’s time again to hit the roads. Some call me crazy. That’s odd, because I find so much strength and peace through running. Oh well. The next race will be on the 14th of January. It’s the Painter’s Half Marathon down in St. George. I figure that if I choose races down there I’ll get to visit my mother, step-dad and grandmother more often. Nice!

I’ve started to train for the Painter’s Half. The schedule is not too bad. It gives me several runs of 4-6 miles a week, an easy day, a cross-training day and then a long run that increases each week. I end up biking 5+ miles most days too. I haven’t been training for a bit. I think that’s why I’m tired these days. I’ll have to find out if need some special sleep regime or something. I think I’ll have more energy as I stay with the program…I think I need to be a bit more aware too of what I’m eating…to make sure that I have enough calories in the day.

The only other races that I’ve considered are the Wasatch Back Relay and the Salt Lake City Marathon. Both races are in June of ’06. The Wasatch Back relay consists of a 170 mile relay with 12 people. It spans an entire 24 hours and goes from Logan to Park City. Not a bad little jog, yeah? Well, each team member runs 3 legs ranging from 4-6 miles. Wow, that would be sweet! Hey, if you want to run with Team Pumpernickle then let me know! If we sign up by the 31st of Jan then it’s $60 a person.

That’s all for now…running really connects me to life. I’m a fan. I just found this cool tool to help you with your training pace. Peath out yo.

Mysterious Ways

God speaks to man. This I know.
From Eternity to Eternity his knowledge resides.
In Him, believing man finds miracles,
And the faithful man’s fear subsides.

Before our time here we walked and talked with Him.
We learned and grew to meet this fleshy life.
More specifically, our trials were known and we prepared
To continue in truth ‘mid eminent, ample strife.

God speaks to man. This I know.
And as man to his Father does turn,
The mist that covers premortal memories
Parts and our souls do heavenward yearn.

Mysterious at times though His ways do seem
The truth is there to feel
For the humble servant and for the meek
Concrete assurances can heal

God speaks to man. This I know.
And of nothing I’ve been more sure
From His throne on high and to my heart below
He speaks His wisdom pure

I love you Father. No one knows my heart but you. I guess there really IS a reason that my faith is to be placed in you and you alone. Savior may I learn to love thee and walk the path that thou hast shown?
~ your seeking son, R. Arthur Mendenhall

WIth a Little Help from My Friends

Powers unseen come to my aide
They strengthen me
They give me clarity

So hard on myself I near collapse
But others are there
Others help me see

That I am not alone
That I am of worth
That I have a work to do

Thank you Lord for sustaining me
Through the love of my family and friends
Thank you for letting me see your way

Ryan